What if the circumstances never change? The end of 2021 is just hours away and the beginning of 2022 to follow. Some of us have managed to make dreams become a reality while others have managed to simply survive in 2021. I’ve done a little of both to be honest with you. Sure my originalContinue reading “As 2021 comes to an end..”
Category Archives: My Journey
Simple Right?
The choice is mine, all I have to do is choose. Can I do this? Can I stay? Or should I go? Simple isn’t it… I can choose to walk away from the struggles I have with someone else (heck, maybe they are even my own struggles) and be free, or I can choose toContinue reading “Simple Right?”
I did it for them, and now I do it for me.
I did it for them, and now I do it for me. Far too many times the floor found me, only this time there was a difference in the evening. My son, he found me. On the kitchen floor, in a puddle of tears with the ugly cry happening. There was no denying it, thereContinue reading “I did it for them, and now I do it for me.”
The Couch
The Couch. The place I didn’t want to be during the first month of Covid. I couldn’t handle feeling like life was hard. After all, I’ve done hard, and I won’t go back there again. Much like the kitchen floor that I won’t sit on when I’m sad, I won’t go back to that hard,Continue reading “The Couch”
Silent Snow
Silent Snow The first snowfall as my children grew up was always a grand affair, I’d deck them out in their beautiful new snowsuits I had carefully selected, tucked in their matching mittens, kissed their pom pom bobbing heads and said have fun. I would capture their amazement of the first snow fall in thatContinue reading “Silent Snow”
The Change
The floor pictured, it consumed me. Night after night, it’s where I fell. The tears would roll down my cheeks and I would sit for hours replaying my life. How I got there, why I got there, what I could have done differently. Oh how I wished I had done it all so differently.